sick!

everytime i fall sick, the first thing which comes to my mind is the four stages of life... birth, age, sick, death. it comes just naturally when i'm sick. the thought of sickness and and death will always be here when i'm sick. down with flu, fever, cough, sore throat i think. the rest will come later... it's just so hard to go through this stage of sickness...physically i'm vulnerable to anything! more sickness, weak, and my whole body is aching!!! and my mind don't seem to work well when i'm sick. it's like my mind wont respond immediately...and i'm really vulnerable to threats and taunts when i'm sick. i was at the verge of and screwing the hell out of someone who threw bits of erasers at me (i dont know who he is) me just a few moments ago but i was just too tired and ached up to bother. argh...this sickness is getting hold of my mood and emotions!